Words to describe my week.
I really like someone, but he’s straight, and I cannot, for the life of me, stop thinking about him. 4 weeks away from him should definitely help, but right now I’m terrified at the thought of not seeing him for that long. The worst part is he knows exactly how I feel, and he’s amazingly nice about it and one of the coolest people I know. My problem has gotten to where whenever another friend hangs out with him more than me, I get exceedingly jealous; not only that, but I fear he enjoys the friend’s company more than mine, which makes me even more jealous/frustrated, though at the same time I know there’s nothing wrong with him having other friends or better friends than me. I don’t know, sometimes I feel so out of the loop with literally everyone around me :-/
I have a programming final tomorrow that I haven’t even really started to study for, partly due to what I listed above.
WINTER BREAK TOMORROW!!!